A THOUSAND NIGHTS OUT

I’m home alone on a Sunday evening
I guess I ‘ll just sit in the corner
of an empty room thinking about us for hours
tonight I didn’t want to be lonely
I thought about the future the picture was getting kind of blurry
May I rest my heavy head on your shoulder
cause mines carry way too much already

I should be old enough by now
to take care of myself at home
can’t you stay alone for the night
without feeling abandoned ?
Did our bonds became
The tightest handcuffs
I spent a thousand nights out
But it will never be enough

We can fix our broken heart
Maybe drink each other stories
And puke on how much better our lives used to be
How about our love?
It can be a dangerous weapon
we were relying on each other way too heavily
your legs are trembling I don’t know how to say that I’m sorry to bother you with my worries

I can see shit in the smoke
But I hope we’ll be alright
As I’m lying there tonight

We can find strength on our own
this is me trying to convince myself,
We can find strength in our lonely souls

I guess I have to walk without crutches
I hope we all gonna learn to walk
alone